Who am I?

Well, if you've been reading lately, you'll know that I am on a journey of re-discovery. I seem to have lost a bit of myself in the last few years. However, I do know a few things about myself....

I am all of the following:

• caring
• compassionate
• honest
• loyal
• a little odd at times
• completely random
• funny (but only by accident)
• sentimental
• sensitive (over sensitive sometimes)
• don't like people to see me cry and everything makes me cry
• empathetic
• sometimes confident
• sometimes arrogant
• sometimes modest
• horrible public speaker
• will dance to anything (dancing is my passion)
• don't want to always get drunk at parties, but somehow it always happens.
• am really good with plants when I take the time to care for them
• don't want kids (not yet anyway... jury's still out on this one)
• am happy with the life that I have with my husband (being married to Dave is one of the few things that brings me true happiness)
• affectionate (I'm a crazy lover of hugs)
• an awesome aunt, daughter and sister
• think I'm sexy (on the days I don't, I'm just bloated. :P)
• slightly quirky
• responsible
• never quite sure of what I want to be when I grow up (trophy wife isn't panning out yet. :P)
• don't like to ask for help
• have to do everything myself because I don't trust anyone to do anything right (ie Dave does not clean the bathrooms)
• control freak!!

That's an awfully long list for someone who's trying to find herself. Maybe my problem is that I know who I am, but not happy with how I let others influence me (which has been a theme in all these posts recently). Maybe this isn't about re-discovery. Maybe all I really need to do is go back to the root of who I know I am and start acting accordingly.

Day 3 of Chalene's 30 Day Challenge is about goals. I have them written and will post them later.